October the 4th had been a hellish and sad day for me as I remembered an event which is extremely crucial to me.It was the 6th death anniversary of my love,Karen"Canary"Stilton,who was murdered in an incident which left me tragic and forgotten about the incident.But yesterday something triggered the line and everything I remember about her came flooding back to me.I was angry at myself for forgetting that,and thus I still am.

For her memorial,I drew her portrait of what she,in my image,would look like if she had lived and with me now.I posted it along with this entry,so I can remember her again and never forget her.